Lots of Spills and Sunshine

Lots of Spills and Sunshine

Friday, May 31, 2013

Sleep insomnia and the goose

As I lay here wishing I could sleep I think there are far worse problems I could have. I trained myself to not sleep; nursing school 2 jobs 4 kids abusive husband I truly had no time for sleep and now that I've rid my life of disgust, garbage and abuse and just have one job and four kids I still can't sleep.

I think about work I think about my kids, I plan meals and think " ill do more cleaning tomorrow". I think about books and my next solo trip to see my dad, I think about trimming Louis's facial hair and scrubbing baseboards. All the while my body needs sleep. I've tried chamomile tea, prescriptions, meditation and deep breathing.

So ill type and hopefully fall asleep... But alas I'm still awake.

On a side note I think about geese how were told they never fly solo... Well guess what we all fly solo at some points and you know what we're that much more tough capable and determined then when we were not.