I have not blogged as much lately my computer is kaputz so I can only blog on my trusty I phone which is slightly a pain in the rear.

Career Update: going well working out the kinks in our brand new ER, Psych ER and Psych Intensive Care. I would add a link to it but my phone won't let me ;( google Nanaimo Regional General Hospital new ER. Night shifts are kicking my butt I survive via caffeine and .... Caffeine . Love my job though and the fact that the most creative I get with my outfit is what shoes to wear other than that its green scrubs.

Kids Update: they are alive and working on issues, issues created by a monster. When I have more energy i will become a politician and lawyer and change the justice system as of now the perps go free and that does not cut it for me!

Cat Update: we love our fur balls they are part of of little family!

Single Update: don't worry I'm still single lol in relationship terms that is however in terms of being a single mum it's more like "I'm not doing it all on my own " single mother. Mum and dad, Jeff, Kimme n Chris, aunties uncles, Harry n Trish, therapists, teachers, my friends.... The list keeps going . I could not have a career update without the support and love which means no roof over our heads etc. I am beyond grateful.

Overall we are trying to be normal ! Our normal that is.... Off to dinner at a friends tomorrow Hotel Transylvania on Saturday and perhaps popcorn on Sunday !
Thanks for stopping by!

Life

Ty was baptized and it was amazing considering what he endured this was huge for him and my family. Rylie turned 7 I am working in ER we are moving up the twins are in preschool we are healing trying ...

Insomnia

My late night adventures consist of me trying to convince myself to fall asleep..... Not working so I will type my blessings ....
Family, support, friends, smiles, my ability to still laugh and snort, Ty's baptism, Rylie going from regular school to learn at home.... She needs to heal and I feel good and peaceful about this decision, twins starting preschool, my new job!!!! My mum and dad for their unconditional support, therapists and the power of psychology, herbs, omegas and homeopathic tablets, my cats, my home, my cars, my colleagues.....

I have so many blessings which make these past 6 months more livable and bearable, the pain has not lessened it has actually worsened..... However with my blessings and bull-vine stubborn determination I get up try, beg plead laugh work clean and thank those that make my achievements possible.

To my kids.... I love u one day we will look back and say we did it !!! We didn't let him win, we are survivors not victims! We have each other kids and that will never change I love u!!!!

When the clock strikes 12 I'm not a pumpkin

In the past yr I've gone on adventures. I've looked at lots of shoes... I have made lasting friendships.... Received birthday gifts.... Watched my kids wave goodbye as I go to work.... Bought and worn a swimsuit.... Watched my kids get closer to their dad.... Passed the National Nursing Exam.... Developed a wonderful relationship with my birth dad..... Cried over the loss of my granny...Celebrated Easter..... Kissed my kids on valentines day....

There has been a lot of literal blood.... Sweat and tears, I would not have my smile without my parents unconditional support and help. I feel blessed overwhelmed and excited. My kids are healing I'm trying to heal and those that support me are lifting me up. The emails, calls, texts, FB messages and hugs keep me going. There have been days I think I can't. But my dad says Chels look at how far you've come 12 months ago you thought you would have to drop out of school and here I am graduated wearing swim suits!!!

Happy Birthday/Hatch Day! You are worth it!! Love me

Edit

Ignore previous spelling mistakes I'm on my I phone and sleep deprived

Sometimes

Sometimes I make spelling mysteaks when I blog lol ! But in reality I make life mistakes and I learn from them. I have learned that love is not a word or a marriage certificate,,,, I Ann realizing . Despair is not a divorce certificate it is a reality. For me anyway. Survival is my guide and love governs my motives. So in reality I love and survive and that is where I am. Good nohht.

Nigel!! Is a she!!!

We love birds I love birds!!! Seeing birds from South America with no feathers made me cry, they deserve to be flying in their own rainforest not ours! I took the time to teach my children that loving animals means loving that they are in their own home.... They offered to pay half their allowance to support theses beauties well into their 80's! I am proud of my kids for seeing the importance of animals and even more the importance of standing up against bad people who take then away from their families!